Some day must learn how to control my anger, without anger, there'll be no tears, and I can live longer that way. Getting angry over small matters is not healthy. Today two idiots increased my anger level again, and it had reached to the point (of no return???) where crying is a way out, to let out my frustration and disappointment. Don't understand why it turns out this way, it just does.
Couldn't concentrate on my work anymore, so I tried reading "Phantom of the opera"...futile attempt too...
Maybe killing somebody might help.
Very the sleepy leh...it's 6.55 pm now, and that inconsiderate guy from Penang is gonna conference us in a F2F meeting at 7.00pm. Gonna have to cook simple today, since it'll be quite late when I get back.
~7.08pm~
My phone is still not ringing...waiting in agony...
~7.09pm~
Hungry...
~7.09pm 33 seconds~
Munching Oreos...
~7.10pm~
Phone ringing...
He bypassed me again. Submitted the schedule to boss without my consent. I was so fed up with him that I showed those "I beh syiok" face when he approached me. He can go to hell for all I care. Talk about being a good Christian la, go to church every Sunday la, listen to Christian radio station la, go help out in Christian plays la...cannot tahan nia. If this is the way a good Christian should act, then I've got nothing to say. And I know a lot of Christians who are much much better than him, and they don't pretend that they're so holy. He even said that playing RPG games is evil, you will get possessed by it sooner or later. Yeah rite.
You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding.
Left out one of the highlights during Lake Tahoe trip. While I was cursing my friends for not taking care of me at that time, one little kid approached me for help. He couldn't zip up his jacket coz he's wearing thick gloves, and he was just so cute that I couldn't resist helping him out. Eeee, felt like pinching his cheek too...:)
